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I must be doing college wrong or something.

Everyone tells me college is where you make the friends that will be with you for the rest of your life. I only really like three people enough to trust them, let alone to hold them close. One of them gets that. Most of the time.

But the people who I hold closest and dearest to my heart are plentiful elsewhere, dotted through the Midwest like some kind of crazy connect the dots that I don't have time to play. There are three people out there who, for some no-good reason, love me so much it's crazy, and I have no idea how to handle that. I miss them so much it's stupid.

It's beautiful and terrifying to know just how much you're loved, I think, but I'm primarily scared at this point in my life. I wonder if that will ever change.

- Aly